December 2009
I'm so so tired.
I hope that everybody had a nice Christmas.
And I hope you have a good New Year too.
I’m exhausted. I need to sleep for two hours before I go to work instead of showering and looking nice.
Happy Birthday Kayla, again.
And thank you for waking me up and kicking me out of your bed last night just because you felt like not sleeping in the basement after already being down there for three...
Can I please not go to school this week? :(
I hate myself.
I hate grades, and standards, and math, and letdowns.
I love when I laugh so hard that I,
Cry.
Can’t breathe.
My cheeks and stomach hurts.
I can’t continue on with my story, and have to start over 10 times.
I need these to happen more often. :)
I find it only appropriate to be listening to...
I’m so so so excited for Christmas Break.
And Christmas.
And for Trevor to come home.
And to not have to wear my stupid work uniform for a few weeks.
And for getting and giving gifts.
But I’m not excited for 2010. I don’t want to graduate. Or be 18. Or grow up at all.
If I could, I’d be a child forever.
:(
I’m nervous and I want to thank Mrs. Wysinger for giving me the big fuck over.
Also, I miss Justin. I haven’t seen him in months. I’m sad.
I miss hanging out with everyone all the time.
On a lighter note…It’s almost Christmas and I’m so so so excited!
I draw lines on the side of the door to show how...
Sometimes...
I feel like I should have never ever taken math this year.
I hate hate hate hate AP Calculus. It makes me feel stupid.
Also, I’m really nervous and anxious for my e-mail to come in from Michigan.
I really want a coloring book…Christmas kind to be exact…And some crayons, so that I can color all day in school. :)
Yayayay!
It’s finally December! :)
Kayla, I’m coming over tonight..Just letting you know for the millionth time.
